GUACAMOLE

It's beena minute.  More than a year in fact.  I have had all kinds of things to say, opinions and new vows to myself, and the universe.  

Here's what happened in the last year:

not that much.

Really.  A year passed and the only BIG thing i'd say that happened is that I got a new bike and a cat. Everything else has basically stayed similar.

I'd like to change that, but i seem to get stuck on some details. and stuck on myself most of all.  

I'm always starting new things and then dropping the ball.  I have this unrealistic fear.  I've failed a zillion times, but not usually at what I care about.  oh, sigh, the millennial in me is escaping and embarrassing.  

I have some plans to FINISH this upcoming year.  I won't be starting anything new, I will work on following through and finishing things.  

It feels good to get that out.  I plan on being here more often, to blurt things out and throw them into the webby void.